What’s the bravest thing you’ve ever done when no one was watching?

Go through a abusive relationship by myself.

He treated me well in public and around my friends but behind closed doors he would throw Xbox remotes, verbally abuse me, withhold finances, drinking and substance abuse, strangulation.

I never told anyone. Rarely have. Not even my parents know.

They just know I dislike talking about him πŸ˜’ πŸ™„ πŸ˜‘

ME (OU Sooner jersey) Halloween 2017 (Photo Credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography)

Going through it alone yet working with your best friend 40 hours a week

2016 (Photo Credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography)

I met him back when I was a freshman is high school online while he lived in Missouri.Β 

2017(Photo Credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography)

Decade later (it was sooo complicated) we will met and 2 weeks later hes moving states to be closer…right next to me. Down the road.Β  (Red flag).

Later my friend got pregnant and he took over her spot in the house and thats when the physical abuse started to happen.

He would lock away my dog also 😒 πŸ˜” 😭

I would go back to RingoStarrChance and just hug him shaking and crying.

(Photo Credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography)

….and he was always there for me to cuddle with and kick my wounds.

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