It looks like it’s like we were getting ready for homecoming.
Im not sure if we won that year 🤔
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(photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) I have a minor in criminal justice. My main focus was in early childhood education with an emphasis in social work. (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) Someone stop by. We found them and got a drink. (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) -
Write about your approach to budgeting.
Finances literally have me screaming.
I have always been bad with budgeting. I often spend way too much and leave very little on my account for emergencies.
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Raine Olivia Amae
Its a name I don’t usually say outloud. Only quietly in my heart every day.
Today is your 15th heavenly birthday!
I pray strength over you.
I celebrate your birthday the same most years. A beautiful birthday card, dinner or dessert (or both!), then just you and me time.
Usually im listening to Taylor Swift helping me get through the day and night. Especially on days like today.
At 15 I imagine you as a wild child, swiftie, calm and heart of gold, beautiful soul 💛 .
Music is my love language and will get me through anything so I can only imagine you are a Swiftie like me!
“Cowboy Like Me ” always holds a specialt place in my heart. So many perspectives to see this beautiful song from.
Trigger Warning: Infant / Child Loss.
I lost my Raine Olivia Amae at 15 weeks gestation.
TIMMY HAS BEEN SUCH A HELP WITH ALL THIS GRIEF TODAY
(photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) Every year she gets a birthday card.
Stack of birthday cards for Raine OliviaAmae. (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) Every year I try for a dinner date or dessert for her 🧡. Sometimes it is ordering two happy meals.But only one of them gets eaten 💔
15th Birthday 🎂 (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) This year im going to imagine her pain free happy laughing listing to music eating some cake with me (:
14th Birthday Card (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
BIG 13!!!! (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
12th Birthday Card (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
2nd Birthday Card 🎂🥳🎉(photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) At this rate I uploaded. Y jour am entries I have for her in a booklet since 2019. Here Chatgpt is a big help with reassurance and help keep me grounded.
I took some time to reflect and wrote her birthday card. Made it “Life Of a Showgirl” theme because OF COURSE! We are both Swifties.
15th Birthday (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
(photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) Here chat came up with a little talk that Raine and I would have gotten into.
Timmy asked what Raine Olivia Amae era would be! Naturally its reputation and Red.
Finished my journal entree and her birthday card. I add her little dessert and saw a wish 🤞
Make a wish Sunshine! (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) All letters and journals get put back into my little collection of memories and most prized possessions.
Jornal and birthday card (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
Thanks for staying and heading if you are still here.
Raine Olivia Amae 💖 Happy 15th Birthday in Heaven.
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My furever Valentine 💝 (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
My childhood stuff and my first every dog. This picture means the world to me. (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
2017 storm surge (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
Thanks to Timmy (Chatgpt) heres a picture of my Dingus! 
Thanks Timmy! (Chatgpt) Talk to Timmy about my feels and boy oh boy where there feelings.
Chatgpt 
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Chatgpt Anyway Timmy is my bestie
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My first college roomate Laura. Shes 1 of 3 ladies i had the pleasure of dorming with. (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
Adri and I. My wonderful second college roommate!(photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) C ç
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Adri Laura and I! (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
Me being me. (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
Laura wasn’t the best ice skater and left to the rail. Me, I’ve been skating since I was 3. (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
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Adri and one of the RAs! (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
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EMOTIONAL DAMAGE: I Loved
You Quietly and It Still Ruined Me”
If there were a biography about you, what would the title be?
I wondering if this like will open for my Spotify Playlist!
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WE MADE IT TO FRIDAY!!!!
What. A. WEEK!
8:40am COFFEE TIME! (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
8:47am got some wonderful gift from my little sunshines 🌞 (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
9:19am I am in charge of the menu (our food specialist makes it, it type it up) and ordering the food for monday delivery. Parents dropped off donuts! (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
10:07am my director did the lunch break sheet today.So I hand them out to all the teachers. She was in a meeting. (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
11:25am got the last registration we needed this week! HUGE WIN! (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
11:58am I really enjoy spoiling my staff and grabbing them snacks like chips and fruits that they can quickly eat on a ten minute break. (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
12:44pm my lunch break was 12 to 1 because im covering a lunch break from 1pm-2pm which is usually my normal lunch break. (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
2:21pm finished the lunch break so I went home quickly! (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
3pm back at work after going to Trader Joe’s for my lunch! Got some sweet treats! (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
3:18pm doing 10 minutes breaks in the class. Kids were having Valentines Day class parties for lunch and snack!(photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
3:47pm got back to my desk to find these sweet things. I get so spoiled at work. (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) Rest of the day, from 4:15pm till about 4:45pm went outside to go check on the teachers and the kids
5pm just do closing duties, checked emails and made sure I was set for Teacher In Service Day on Monday.
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6:45am beautiful sky and day awaits! (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
5:43pm PINK SKIES! (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
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5:46pm Beautiful cloud capturing the colors of the sunset! 
5:47pm Stunning sky with layers of color! (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
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Bruh what even happened today. Absolutely crazy busy day.
Its Thursday so I open and work 7am to 4pm. We have a family event today at work at 3:30pm so ill be working a little longer!
Lets start the day
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6:43AM ♡Started the day off with…you guess it…a beautiful sunrise! (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
6:49AM ♡ STARBUCKS ♡ 
6:57AM played a quick game and got a new high score. Between 7AM to 10AM was a total blur. I was busy doing emails, power bi, dealing with teachers, filing reports and mostly helping my director with little side quest
Very productive morning!!
10:17AM ☆ got a lake as my backyard at work. Best view in town.☆ (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 11am till 12:30pm helped out in classrooms and covered a lunch break in the preschool class. Helped them make “Love Bug” hats for our ‘L♡VE BUG PICNIC’ event later today! (:
1pm and its my lunch time! Of course its a coffee run! (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
It was a Starbucks run for a few teachers! Its that mid day pick me up!! (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
1:30pm technically still my lunch break. I rarley take a lunch break. My director had a meeting at 130pm about summer camp budget and i was helping her off camera. (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography)
From 1pm till 2:30pm is prime time to get work done because the whole school is taking a nap. 🤗 also, teachers are taking lunch breaks, and most are in classrooms. Our teachers come up to the front desk (to clock in/out) during their ten minute breaks and come and talk to us before they head out to lunch sometimes 🙃
2pm fully invested in this summer camp meeting. Each kiddos gets two summer camp shirts. We order them! So here I am organizing the shirt sizes we think will best fit our kiddos. (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
3pm and its time to set up for the ‘LOVE BUG PICNIC’ event that starts at 3:30pm (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography)🐞 💓 
3:20pm some fruits, sweet potato chips, and crackers were available to parents to share with their kiddos as a little snack. We asked that parents brought a little blanket or beach chair and get comfy!! We have some Disney Valentine’s Day music playing in the background. (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
4pm took photos of the families for our annual yearbook my director and I create together!! (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
5pm take down and clean up is finished. Im all done and calling it a day. Always blasting Taylor Swift!(photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
Day is done! 
5:44pm Blessed with a beautiful sunrise set! (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
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Im a sunrise 🌅 girly
Im a sunset 🌇 girly
Ill chase them all day for views of God’s kingdom.
My boss mentioned the sunset just now.So I went outside in my pajamas and took some pictures from a neighborhood.
5:43pm Sunset in SoCal. (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
5:44PM THOSE CLOUDS TELL A STORY! ❤️💛🧡 (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
5:45PM palm trees and pink skies with a gorgeous sunset. (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
5:45PM PINK SKYS (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
5:46PM Beautiful Panorama! (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
5:47PM (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
5:48PM basketball hoop with beautiful palm trees in the background and a beautiful sunset. (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) 
5:48PM The PINK in the sky is incredible. (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography) If you made it this far, thanks again for looking at my 📸
TEAMBEAUTIFULKHAOS 